I have to edit my pics to look pretty

Hey so I have some body positivity issues, and I feel so self conscious when I post unedited pictures of me. I always have to edit away my acne, put eyelashes on, edit my body and face shape, etc. Like I go from this

And feel so self conscious of my acne, non-existent eyelashes, giant ass hands and chubby red face. So edit the picture into this...

And I start to feel better about my appearance.... but then I start to feel soooo fake and pathetic, like how could I expect people to think that’s me. That person in the picture is one of those perfect girls you see online and then the first picture is of just a average girl. When I post pictures like the last, I get so many likes and comments and the first gets nothing. What’s wrong with me?