Struggling at work

Shannon

Today is my first day back at work after my MMC of twins at 11 weeks on 1/13.

I'm a labor and delivery nurse.

I'm struggling. It's so hard to put on my professional happy face when I'm nothing but jealous and sad.

Every time I fill out a form it asks for the patient's obstetrical history including miscarriages. All I can think is that my form will now forever have my losses listed.

I wish I could go home and curl up in bed :/