Another month of trying

Another month of crying

I anticipate the answer

But instead I keep on buying

The tests keeps showing negitive

It's becoming so repetitive

I wonder what is wrong with me

Just maybe it's not meant to be

What did I do wrong?

Why is it taking so long?

I feel sad, alone, depressed

Those are the words that describe me best

My family and friends don't know

The feelings I keep inside, I'll never show

My husband asks what's wrong

We've dreamt about being parents for so long

He says our time will come

Those are the words that make me numb

Every day that does by

I seem to lose the will to try

But then I dream about my baby

and that's the dream that always saves me