I'm thinking about Divorce....

Now before anyone get wrapped up in my post I mean my who ha!!. AF is due Friday an I tested this morning,now bare with me I get up freqent at night to urine so, I don't consider myself to have a "morning urine" but I used the urine when I'm getting up for good.. Doc said bladder and everything good. my chart has been on 13 DPO since CD 41, On CD 53 now I think I had implantation spotting for 3days the day before.. All leading to a neg test please ladies and advise on what I should do... All thought, dust,love and happiness... Should I call this month out?