Guys, I’m so embarrassed 😣😣😣

So I did anal with my boyfriend for the second time and it lasted so much longer this time and then when he pulled out, there was a bit of shit on the condom. We didn’t have this problem the first time. I’m just so embarrassed 😭😭😭 At first he was like oh my god, but then a bit after he could care less and acted like it really wasn’t a big deal. He kept telling me it doesn’t matter but I care! I’m so embarrassed 😭 I just hate that he saw it, I know it sounds silly but I just was so disturbed. And then he left a little while after which made me feel so much worse and he told me not to think about it and that he adores me but I’m just honestly so embarrassed 😭😭 I feel like crying. Can you girls make me feel better?