Holding onto hope, even though it’s pointless.

This is my last baby after having a little boy in 2014; me and my husband only want 2 kids and on my 11 week and 5 day ultrasound the ultrasound tech told me she is 95% sure it’s a boy which i do not doubt since my husband family is full of boys and only boys. I was so sure this baby was going to be a little girl. I have always dreamt of having a daughter and now I know that it was never meant to be. I’m super disappointed even thought I know I should be grateful.