What the goddamn fucking hell is wrong with me

Leah • My name is Leah Lowe and im 30 years old and married to the love of my life mommy to an angel baby currently pregnant with our rainbow twins 👶🌈 due August 20th 2019

What the goddamn fucking hell is wrong with me I’ve been taking ovulation tests since July of 2015 my periods always start between the 5th n the 8th of every month I always get positive ovulation results on the 24th of every month I started spotting the 5th of this month n I started bleeding heavily the 6th of this month I started testing for this cycle the 15th of this month n I have not yet not one time gotten the first solid smiley face or even the first flashing smiley face WHAT THE GODDAMN FUCKING HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!