A Week Later & It Still Hurts 😔

Last Thursday I lost my sweet angel. It’s been so hard to deal with this loss.

He’s gone but I haven’t lost hope to try one more time. Yesterday I finally started painting his crib. He’s no longer growing inside of me but he continues to grow in my heart.

I’ve created a playlist to help me cope. 😭 My kids are tired of hearing the same songs over and over again but it helps me feel better!

My on replay songs are:

Sober Saturday Night- Chris Young

Every Storm - Gary Allen

Meant to Be- Bebe Rexha ft. Florida Georgia Line

Bits and pieces of the lyrics hit my heart!

I continue to pray to our Heavenly Father that he gives me and every mother the strength to continue this life.

In the past I would’ve cried everyday and night but this time I’ve held my head high looking forward to another day to try again. The past two Sundays even before my tragedy I spent all day at church. I went to different churches just to feel the love of God.

The enemy expected me to blame my loss on God and run away from him but instead it only brought me closer to him.

If you’re reading this beautiful ladies and you’ve lost a child don’t give up and don’t give your life to depression. Depression is not of God. The Devil loves to see us sad. Don’t give him what he wants! Pray for better days!