Hormones our mental

I know I’m Being super crazy and totally silly but early I was taking to my sis and she was like oh I won £130 earlyier on a bet. And I’m super chuffed for her but all I could think about is she earns a god wage, no kids lives at home with our parents and she’s nearly 30. Me and my husband we have 1 2 year old and one on the way and we both work every given hour and never seem to get a break or any kind of luck.

Like my oh said we are lucky we have each other and a family which I totally get and we are super lucky but we seem to skimp and save every day and barely get by and it’s just seems unfair. I sat crying like a loser.

I no there’s worse things in life but a break would be good right now 😔