mid life sos

hey just a 15yrs old female here. anyway pretty rough life Soo far n I know I got some issues but I've know my bests friendS for almost a decade now. got in a argument w one of them, became the bigger person and be mature about it but I'm loosing all of them. the other one involved is ignoring me. but recently depression and anxiety has been bad. can't go to my parents, mom is verbally abusive n Sept dad is always gone. ( the conflict is not that big just a disagreement) they don't know what I'm going through. can't make new friends cuz this is a hell small town. help...