How I cope

When that lil voice my head starts yelling mean things at me, I go somewhere where there’s at least one person that I can talk to and I don’t talk to them bout how I’m feeling, I start tryna make them laugh or just tryna be funny in conversations cause when I here them laugh it’s like “I made someone feel so happy their bodies SUBCONSCIOUS even felt the need to react (with a laugh) so I mean, I’m not completely worthless if I can do that” and it kinda helps💞💞💞💞