I don’t know what to do

I know some people may think I’m stupid but I have a beautiful baby boy he’s 10 months old and I love him more than anything else but I feel like I’m a horrible mom because I feel like he doesn’t love me I feel like he doesn’t understand that I’m he’s mom like he knows he’s dad and loves him and he’s days dad but me he doesn’t love me or even says mama it hurts so much I feel like I have fail as a mom