I'm 12 dpo and 5 days late for af...took a test today....

positive came instantly....I'm terrified...I'm 30 and I'm a mother of 2 already, I have a 9 year old girl, and an 8 year old boy. so it's been a while since I've had a baby, they came 14 months apart not 8 years! I'm terrified ladies! I don't know if I can do this! my wonderful husband tells me if it's God's will then we will be fine to just keep our faith.

I'm freaking out, but I'm so excited also...praying it sticks because I'm excited!

Update:

I've now taken 5 tests all instant positive. I'm trying to figure out time line because I'm now 14 dpo and almost a week late for AF. So because I had a period in December I'm assuming we conceived in January and should only be like 2 weeks or so pregnant but the instant tests has me concerned vecause my best friend had twins two years ago and told me her tests came back positive instantly at 2.5 weeks. I don't know how I feel about twins, they do run in our families but I'm scared because we weren't even planning on one...going from a family of 4 to 6 scares me! Husband still keeps telling me not to stress and its God's will and itll be okay...I have an appointment Tuesday to see what's going on I hope!