34 weeks and feeling awful!

I love my little girl and I would do all of this again in a heart beat. Every pound, every stretch mark.. but I have never felt this ugly. I look in the mirror and my face is fatter, I can't dye my hair because I don't have the money to get it done, I can't afford the makeup I used to either. My boyfriend makes me feel beautiful no matter what but at the same time I'm sure that once I'm not pregnant he will want me to look like I did again... I just don't feel happy with myself and I don't know how to fix it 😭