So emotional

I should not of done it. I bought a test and tested early. Period should be due Friday. I have been having painful breast for the past week and feeling nauseous. Tested last night praying for a faint line. Tested again this morning and nothing. Now I feel like my period is about to start. Spent he morning crying. This is such an emotional journey. To make matters worse people around me are getting pregnant. I want to be happy for them but it’s so hard. I could use any bit of encouragement right now. We have been trying for a year.