I feel so alone....

I feel so alone....my husband told me this morning not to talk about TTC anymore. He said he's heard enough about it and doesn't want to hear it anymore. I asked if he still wanted to try and he said yes, but how can we if I'm not allowed to tell him what's going on with my cycle. I'm so sad and just feel alone. I can't tell any of my family, they think we're crazy for trying yet again. And even my friends think we're stupid because of my age (42) and 3 miscarriages....