Conflicted! 😫🤷

Soooo.. I went to a conjure shop with a friend last March out of curiosity. They had a tarot card reader there and I was curious so I had her "predict my future". I normally don't believe that stuff, but I'm still a bit hesitant.. I've been ttc for almost 3 years and she told me that Febraury 2018 is when I'll get successfully pregnant. February is tomorrow and I hope she's right because it's my dream to be a mother! But I also hope she's wrong because that scares the hell out of me! I need something to help me get through this month..