help!!! February crisis!!!

alrighty... so my birthday is February 15th, day after valentine's day. so last night my fiance asks me what I want for both days.... I had no idea what to tell him.. I am drawing a frikkin blank!!!!! and it has now dawned on me, I have no idea what to get him!!! my first thought was maybe a boudoir shoot book for him, but I am SO not confident in my body for that yet ): it's all I can think of though): I'm in the process of losing weight and am only down 6 pounds so i would just be sad that he would be stuck with "sexy" pics of old me ): basically, I need ideas for what to tell him I want and ideas of what to get him??? I want it to mean a lot ): thanks so much in advance!!! 💜😘