Emotional roller coaster!!

Ok. My period was suppose to come by today!! She has not shown up yet. Today is not over yet. Sooooo I guess I’ll just wait until the end of next week to take a pregnancy test. Im so nervous. I have been trying to get pregnant since my mid 20’s. I am 34yrs old. With no kids. Never been pregnant or miscarried. I have been taking Clomid and trusting in God! Mind you the first round of Clomid did not work. So now that I’ve finished taking my second round. Omg. We’ll just see. I want this so bad. But through out my years of trying has just been terrifying knowing that I wasn’t. So I’m nervous!! Because if I take another text. And it shows negative. I’m going to be one depressed puppy. 🤦🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️😩🦄💘