miracle baby.

this week has been a rough one. January 28th my grandma went into the hospital with pneumonia doctors said to wait and see if she gets better in 24 - 48 hours. sadly she didn't get better but he wanted to try for another 24 hours. my family gave her 12 cause we could see she was not getting better and on top of that she had a few strokes while being under anesthesia. the took out her tubes at 8:35pm and she passed peacefully at 8:51pm on January 30th. January 30th was already a hard day for me cause my dad passed 4 years ago that exact date.

her reaction to seeing my first born son for the first time.( he's 2 as of february 1st) ( she was sick when i went into labor so she stayed home and got better after 2 weeks)

she loved all her great grandbabies. but my son was born the day before her first born son ( who passed away at age 32 )

i took a cheap test friday, and cried as it was her visitation.

cause i haven't really slept i felt everything was a dream do i tested again saturday, the day of her funeral.

i am over joyed and excited but upset cause she isn't here to share the excitement with us.

can't wait to meet this rainbow babyyyy.