Wedding night, no sex. I feel so bad!

Okay y’all are gonna laugh at me lol, but we got married 3 years ago and on our wedding night I totally ruined any “love-making” cause I couldn’t stop crying 😂

The whole day was so beautiful and so emotional. I was very young, moving out of my childhood home with my parents for the first time, saw so many old friends and family,

and was marrying this incredible man (who was also very young 😂). Everyone cried during our ceremony (even the Pastor was like “I don’t think there’s a dry eye in this room!” When I got up to the alter) and multiple people (who aren’t emotional) said “I couldn’t help but tear up, your love for each other is like I’ve never seen before”.

It was just so beautiful that I couldn’t get myself to that romantic, “let’s go crazy” kind of emotion 😂

We had waited for sex till our wedding night but then it came and the farthest we got was sleeping naked cause I was still crying! 😂 my new husband was so kind and patient but I can’t help STILL feeling guilty 3 years later lol.

I tried to make up for it on the honeymoon 😏 lol

But anyone else have a similar experience? How’d you get over the guilt for skipping out on your new hubby? 😅😭