I'm done !

43dpo , negative blood test , negative  hpt , spotting once a week & it's only when I wipe ? I know a lot of other women out here have been trying for years , and I really shouldn't complain about giving up after trying for 1 year but I'm over it. I've tried vitamins , I've tried tracking cm , & doing opk's , & preseed... I don't know what else to do . Just never gonna have another baby 😞