Completely broken over miscarriage

El

Had a miscarriage in Novemver with our first baby and after TTC for over 2 years. I feel like as time is going on I am getting worse and the pain is taking of my life, everytime I'm alone I cry, every week I think about how far along I would be, every pregnancy announcement kills me, I feel I am jus obsessed with thinking about it and don't know a way out I am completely shattered and not in a good place 😢💔