I am a college student at the moment, and my father is supposed to be paying the tuition. Why do I say supposed to? Because he (without telling me) skipped out on three months, adding up to $3000 total. Early this week, he send me $1500, which I paid into the student account. When I asked when the rest was coming, he blew me off. Now I have to meet with the treasurer and I don’t know what to say. Honestly, I’m thinking of trying to get him on the phones I don’t have to be his f*ing go between. I am making plans to take over the payment, but none of that matters until I actually can. I called and texted him, but knowing him he’ll probably ignore me.

Financial instability is extremely triggering for me and he knows that. He’s weak, he doesn’t want responsibility, so he purposely f-s up people’s lives. He’s done it to my mom and me, and now he has a way to do it to me even though I’m on the other side of the country.

I don’t know what to do or say. I feel scared and humiliated and pissed off.