Feeling stuck

I’m 30 yearss old love with my family in a small town

I recently ended a 7 year toxic relationship

My family dictate everything I do I can’t even have a cigarette without them complaining

I need to check in everything I do

They support me financially as I work in their family business

I feel I have no freedom even though I’m 30

I recently told them I want a nose job as I am

Do ungappy with my nose and all hell broke loose telling me I shouldn’t

I can’t

I don’t need one

I would have to get the money from them obviously

I love my family to bits but I feel they take me as a child even tho I’m 30! 😢 I can’t trn to anyome all my friends are my exes friends and I don’t hang out with them anymore to avoid him .. besides they don’t even include me anymore

I feel so trapped and hopeless and miserable

I feel like just disappearing so no one even sees me anymore