Another one of those RANTS 😒

Three years ago when I was around 15-16 years old my mother bought my older sister a car. She bought her a car because she didn't want to have to keep picking is up from school and taking us to practice etc. Even though this is what my sisters car was supposed to be used for my older sister would rather pick up her friends and take them wherever and leave me at the school and make me walk wherever I needed to go. After discussing and arguing with my mother about this matter I let it go. It wasn't worth all the fighting. Soon after I found a boyfriend and asked him to pick me up etc. Two years after this my mom is getting my older sister another car to upgrade from the one she had. I didn't mind because I had my boyfriend. I ended up marrying this man and now we have a 3month old daughter. He bought a car of his own but it is standard (which is difficult for me to drive). He takes his car to work while I get car rides from family members to take me to all Dr appointments, grocery shopping and all errands I need some during the day. I would take my husbands car but it scares me driving a car i hardly know how to drive, especially with my 3mo old in the car. This past week my mother has been telling my SO how she is now planning on getting my little sister a car. It really aggravates me because she never once even thought of getting me a car. Yes, I am married and moved out but sometimes I need help to. Should I be upset that she has neglected me in a way and is making me get everything by myself? I would also like to add that both my sisters are still living with her and my little sister is always making my mom buy her $900 dresses and stuff for all kinds of events when I didn't get to even go to prom because we didn't have the money. 🤷🏽 I love my mom but I'm extremely upset that my mom is more worried about them than me? Please no negative nancy's. 😥