Damn...

I'm 7 weeks today. I woke up yesterday morning at 9am, and had a long day at work. My fiancé gave me an amazing massage when I got home, but I was still unable to sleep, and awake until after 6am this morning, and woke up at about 8:30am. I'm so exhausted my body hurts, but I can't sleep. I'm nauseous, but hungry. I'm constipated. I'm having hot flashes. My boobs are killing me and I can't stop crying over every stupid little thing. I need to be packing because we are moving this week, and while I'm off today, I go back tomorrow and don't have another day off until Friday, but even the idea of standing up makes my body ache.

I wanted this baby. I WANT this baby. I'm happy, I truly I am, but damn.... I don't remember feeling this bad with my previous pregnancies (although they are now 14, 11, and 9). This has to be the worst symptom day I've had with this pregnancy, and all I want to do is curl up in my fiancés arms and cry myself to sleep, but he's stuck at work.

I know things will get easier. Today just really sucks big, fat, sweaty donkey balls.