Soo we had been together for 5 months and 7 days.. The day before we broke up he was talking to his mother about how much he loved me and how he wants to marry me one day.. For Christmas I gave him a bunch of dates, like when we met, our first date, first kiss, the first time we had sex.. The one with him taking my virginity was on the top of his lamp taped in a ring, he won't let his mom throw it away because he still wants to get back together.. He has trouble remembering, he was in a car accident a few years ago, it really did some damage and now he gets distracted very easily..

Anyways this bitch just comes in and confuses the hell out of him. Her mom is super strict, she's 17 and he is 22. Me and the mother of said boyfriend are trying so hard to get her away from him, because what if something happens like they break up and her mom tries to get him sent to jail. Well I've talked to his mother everyday, and she said: he's quiet, he keeps saying he doesn't know what to do, doesn't know what he cares about, if this relationship doesn't work out I'm going straight back to Marissa, and so on. But his new girlfriend has been going around our high school gloating about how she stole my boyfriend.. Not a good person. I'm 18 and she's 17 I'm not aloud to beat her ass. I don't have any idea what to do, I'm not giving up on him though. Those were the best 5 months of my life, my depression was gone, but i guess it's coming back for a long while.

Ive literally eaten twice since this past Tuesday, and half of the time my stomach hurts so bad I can't move. I can't sleep either, and another thing that has me so stress is we had two condoms break the week before, on my most fertile freaking week. I'm so scared to take the test, but he knows that if I am he can be in its life, but I might not take him back, just because I am. I have no idea what to do...