no negitive comments please

i need to vent but i know i was wrong originally....i have been with my fiancee for a year now and we our havong our first baby together in june in the summer time i had a fling before we got engaged still wrong but i prayed for forgiveness and have tried to write my wrongs....i am pregnant and keep having dreams that my fling is the father and is clearly a dead beat and already has a gang of kids....i pray every day and every night that my fiancee is the true father because he do everything from dr appts cook pamper me and i do love him....i am due june 22 and had sex with my fiancee on sept 17 and a couple days after that i hope the dates of conception are ok i pray God keep my family together. I made a mistake and will never ever happen agin i want to get married and be the best wife and mother i can ever be. Thank you in advance for the comments just need some relief from these dreams and my conscious.