I’m in disbelief

I know some of you wonderfully strong ladies have been TTC for years and I can’t even imagine how that must be. But just know that baby is going to be extra extra special. I’ve had baby fever since we got married in 2015. My husband and I decided that I would get off the pill in November 2017 after five years of being on it. November I tried to calculate my ovulation and same in december. i finally gave up because it was taking over. December i got AF on the 32nd cd. and January i got it on the 28th. According to the apps i i was supposed to over the weekend. Trying to not get excited i waited. Today i went to the dollar store for the hell of it and got a test. i saw a VERRERRRRRY faint line. i panicked and went to CVS. no words can express my feeling right now. in utter disbelief. tomorrow’s valentine’s day and i want to surprise my husband but i also wanted a blood test confirmation first before telling him. it’s a catch 22. Our three year wedding anniversary is 3/28. I DEF can’t hide it from him till then. I’ll be taking another clear blue test first thing tomorrow and hopefully my OBGYN can take me in tomorrow for atleast a urine test too.

the good Lord heard me. Prayers for a healthy pregnancy ladies. and keep on going for those that are still trying !