Insecure about you know what

Hey ladies,

I find this forum to be so useful for everything and I’m happy that we can have this and even though are strangers, can swap tips and advice from all females!

I have to admit, I am embarrassed of my vagina. I don’t know why, I don’t know how it started, and I want to get rid of this feeling. Me and my boyfriend started watching porn together and I’m looking at these girls area and I’m horrified because mine doesn’t look like that. I know it’s normal (I’ve asked multiple doctors) but the insecurity still is there. I know 100% I cannot compare myself to these chicks but I just feel self conscience about it and it’s starting to trickle down to my sex life. My boyfriend wants to constantly go down on me and love every niche of me meanwhile in my head I just hear those noises of your vaginas ugly don’t, or your fat so don’t . Any tips on how to just get over this and accept your body.

Also, don’t suggest therapists haha seeing one now but just want normal females views