im done. i give up. I dont want this no more. Was pretty sure im preggers, but Af showed up once again and im just so fucking done. What the hell ever, right?

Time to focus on me. Bettering myself as there is always room for improvement. Change is coming and im just gonna have fun with it. No more tears and stressing. My momma used to say "crying over something you cant change, aint gonna change it" . So here i am, drying my eyes and walking out- like a boss! Lets live life!