Help? TMI though it’s a cervix question

So I tried checking my cervix I rarely do this. I’m currently 2 days into my ovulation time. My cervix is very high very soft and I can put the tip of my finger barely in the tip of my cervix. Does this mean it’s open? Or is it still closed?? I know it’s a good sign that it’s soft cause it’s never soft all the other times I’ve checked. I just need some help.😳🙄 I’m super embarrassed having to ask though