Hello,

I just looking for someone to tell me I’m

Not going crazy....

Here it goes, I moved out with my amazing boyfriend last November and it’s been great he works as technical lighting theatre technician and I’m fully trained aswell but also do stage management and quick changer. On the side I also work as a cleaner which bring in enough when I’m not freelancing. But lately ive been feeling so empty I just can’t shake it and I’ve dealt with depression and still a little now and self harming (that defiantly in the past) but all I feel like doing is crying and I’m so angry at myself for everything I have flashbacks of all

The stupid things I’ve said and done in the past and I just feel so unwell all the time. I’m also trying to lose weight but no matter what I do I just cant see it shifting. Everyone says it is but I can’t see it. Sorry for the long rant I just needed somewhere to just let it out