It just hit me 😰😱😱😱

My entire pregnancy, I've felt like I have my nerves under control. I've been anxious about giving birth but I felt confident after reading books, going to classes and watching hours and hours of birth videos. I'm getting induced tomorrow and NOW I'm feeling terrified. I know I'm capable and I'm so excited but I've never been so scared in my life. I've been extremely emotional today too. I'll start crying and then I'll feel ridiculous for being emotional about pain I have not yet experienced for myself. I'll calm down and then I'll start crying because I'm so excited to meet my daughter...and then I'll cry again because I'm nervous. I'm sure I'm not the only one who's gone through this thought process. I just hope I can pull myself together before I drive myself insane 😳