leaving a relationship is so hard especially after living together losing a baby and being engaged. but I'm scared of our future he is so angry and as my friends and on here he is abusive. he has hurt my dogs. hates visiting my family since we see them more than his. he causes me to have major panic attacks with how often we used to fight. and I say used to because I've given up fighting with him I just have given up because when I try to talk to him to communicate we end up in a argument and he turns it into I just don't love him anymore. at this point I know I do love him just not like I did before our lives turned into a mess. today is Valentine's day and only on holidays does he treat me like he used to. now only attention I get is when he wants to annoy me. I'll try talking to him about my dad or try making a joke and he looks at me like I'm stupid and tell me he doesn't find me funny at all or just ignore me. I used to have amazing credit then I let him take over the bills since I was pregnant and barely working and now I have maybe higbh 400 low 500. but we make sure his bills get paid. and now mine after i made a big deal about it. I love him but is it wrong to just be done?