Wet dream issue

First off this isn't kinky. I didn't actually know where to put this, so I'll put it here. Most women have wet dreams about some guy (or girl) they're into. I don't. I have weird dreams where I'm getting raped or molested. I know it's a wet dream because I wake up to the big O. What do you think this means? And I'm not a troll, i put anon because this is embarrassing as fuck..