When?

I know I shouldn’t complain about not having children. I get so down when I see other women having kids. Don’t get me wrong. I feel happy for them . When will it be my turn. 5 plus years of all this medication, weight gain etc. I want to be a mother so bad!!! Not just for myself but for my husband that I know deep down in my heart he will be a great father. I write this from the bottom of my heart ball in my throat and tears in my eyes. Just venting 🙁😥