Getting to me.

I seriously hate when negative vibes start getting to me. People SWEAR they know what your going through or say “ it’s just not your time” I have been trying for 2 years now. And everyone else is one there second third even fourth kid. I’m just like ( you keeping that one? Or can I have it) lol. I don’t want to lose hope but sometimes it feels like that’s all I want to do. I feel like I’m trapped in a corner with nowhere to go.

I still have a couple of days to test but I don’t feel ANYTHING whatsoever. I know I should be positive but it’s just hard sometimes.