9dpo 😢

So I'm pretty sure I'm out this cycle. AF is due in 4 days and still no positive tests. I took this one yesterday morning at 8dpo

and it's negative. then I took these two this morning and I swear I have line eyes cuz I think I see something but then it's gone.

both are with the same FMU at 7am today. I'm seriously driving myself crazy. My husband said if it dosnt happen this cycle then were gunna wait to try again till November. this is only our 2nd month trying so I don't know why he's so against trying some more. I mean he gets laid every 2 days for a whole week.

He said if we don't get pregnant this cycle that I'm gunna go back on the pill and were gunna try again at the end of the year. I told him it takes a healthy couple maybe a year to get pregnant. He said, I'm super healthy and my little soldiers can swim for miles. He asked me if I'm on prenatals to help me produce healthier eggs. I told him I've been on prenatals for 6 months. This would be my husband's 1st child I have had 2 children so I know I can have children him on the other hand not too sure but we have only been trying for 2 cycles is it wrong for me to want him to get his "little soldiers" checked? I asked him if you would be willing to do that and he said hell no.