In serious need of encouragement 😔

Lauren • Female (obviously, lol!). Age 23. I have a 1 year old son. And I live in California.
My BF is continuously putting me and our son on the back burner, so he can do whatever he wants. I got dressed and ready for nothing tonight. And I can't help but want to cry and scream. Like why, why can't we be as important as all the stupid sh*t he wants to do?!