Baby Blues

I had my third miscarriage today. we are not actively trying and I was on birth control for each miscarriage. I was maybe two, three months along. I have a feeling it was a little girl. I have no picture as she left me while I was in the bathroom at work. My little Rosemarie Lisa, (named after Rosemarie Hathaway from the Vampire Academy series) was beautiful. I'm not so tron up about this as I probably should be because I didn't know. all the test I took and the docs took came up negative. my mother didn't show the Human Growth hormone until month 4 or 5 with both my sister and I and continued to have normal periods. my other miscarriages were not even weeks along, but I knew. they were all with the same man and he knows about this one. I wont tell him about the other ones.

sorry for the long post. I needed to tell someone who doesn't know me personally.