Feeling “normal”

It sounds stupid. I’ve always been good with who I am. I honestly just do my makeup and smoke a lot of weed and wear like tie dye 😂😂I’ve always been good with that. Really chill n laid back. I’m getting older. Just turned 18 in October and I’m noticing I’m nothing like any other girl tbh. My appearance and personality and everything. I’m just the opposite. I had a guy I was dating point out how weird I am and how I should be”normal” and it’s just stuck with me. I feel so shitty about myself and I don’t even know what to do. It’s stupid I know but maybe y’all could give me advice. Thank you ❤️