Need to lose weight

I have been having a horrible weekend. I got my period and I really didn't want to get it as I want to be pregnant. And i am trying out a new diet and it's not going well. I looked at myself in the mirror and hated myself I am overweight. So I ask my husband to be super honest with me and tell me if he thinks I need to lose weight if he still finds me attractive and does he love me. He tells me that I need to lose about 100 lbs. And that sometimes I am not all that sexy. I know I should not be mad because I pushed him to answer me. But I am mad, I feel so ugly, worse than before. And i thought he loved me the way I am but I guess not. I don't know what to do now. Am I wrong to feel this way??? He tried apologizing to me about 100 times after I told him it hurt my feelings but I still feel bad.