This past week, my boyfriend & I agreed to make plans for the weekend (today & the 18th) & he didn't tell me anything along the lines of why we couldn't hang out this weekend. It would've been nice if he had let me know something instead of having me think (all day) that we were gonna hang out. I've been home all day waiting for our plans to happen, & he let me know nothing. I could've done other things today, but I didn't want to cancel. I also find it funny how he knew what I was talking about, & didn't even bother to ask could we just reschedule, & to top it all off, he was high when we were talking on the phone.

So, he probably won't even remember the little conversation that we even had. The next time he wants us to do something together & I seem to feel some type of way, I want him to remember this day, actually this past week where we discussed the plans & agreed on them, & he decided not to go through with them without letting me know, yet, he knew what I was talking about. I've been worried & stressing out all day trying to figure out what's up, & there he is at home getting high while I'm thinking we're still going through with the plans. Next time, I actually hope he's sure if he wants us to do something together. If not, he needs let me know so I don't have to stress out wondering what the hell is going on & why I haven't heard from him all day long about the plans.

When he comes back down to reality from his high, we're gonna have to have a conversation because this is unacceptable, & it's unacceptable on his end because he didn't let me know anything at all, even though we agreed. Not only that, but I went to work yesterday (16th) & I believe he went to the party he asked me could he go to. I didn't hear from him yesterday maybe after 6 something in the evening. When I got off, I called & he didn't answer. around 11:30 that night, I was sleeping & when I woke up, he sent me three texts. the first one was an "I'm sorry." text, then the next two was him saying he loves me & that he's only up so late because of insomnia.

I was a bit pissed, but today just took me to the highest level of pisstivity because he bailed on our plans without letting me know anything. I stopped texting him this morning when he kept laughing at my texts that weren't funny. I got off the phone with him a while ago 'cause he wanted to text me, & because he was clearly high. I'm just really mad. I got all dressed up & EVERYTHING & he bailed. I'm mad.