Who told me to ?

This is a picture of my son who is turning 10 and my daughter who is turning 14, I’m currently pregnant 20weeks with my third child (its a boy) I’m so nervous about having and raising this baby due to the age difference between my kids, i feel as tho things are going to be hectic with a teenager a newborn and a 10-year-old son who is just all boy a complete rough neck/dare devil. I have my significant other but he works A LOT so I know I’m going to be on my own most of the time I’m just praying that I can get through this without going crazy. #prayforme