My heart hurts

Kasi • 26. Dog mom. Nurse. Police wife. PCOS. TTC #1 since March 2017. Starting IVF soon.

I have been TTC for almost a year, which I know isn't as long as some people with PCOS, but I already feel so frustrated with trying. Every month is like an emotional rollercoaster. I've had 2 friends post baby announcements in the past two days and I can't help but be jealous. Yes, I'm happy for them, but sad for me. I've got about a week left (I think) until I either AF or I test. I just can't help but feel down right now.