Tmi maybe heartbroken lost idk

So it's been really hard for me to even talk about I Miscarried at 8 weeks on May 17th, I completely deleted this app the same day I found out. I was in the ER because I started bleeding, and passing clots. They had me in there for 8 hours before they told me I had miscarried. They did a pelvic exam and found tissue which i guess was what was left of the baby. Me and my husband were just so heartbroken. I literally felt my heart break into a million pieces. I don't know when it's suppose to get easier. I haven't really talked about it with anyone but my husband and I feel like people think I'm suppose to be over it all ready.