It has been 1.5 years since we started trying to have a family. With those 1.5 years there has been 1 positive pregnancy test. That one positive ended up being a MC. My MC happens 2 days before my husbands 30th birthday, and two weeks before Christmas when we were going to tell everyone. It was a rough end of the year.

It has been 3 Months since my MC and I mentally feel better, emotionally I am better, but I’m still hurting. Since we started trying again some people have been saying that we should get pregnant again pretty fast but so far I’ve gotten all negative pregnancy tests. I read through all the announcements on here and through all other social media and it fills my heart with joy for everyone who is getting their wish but at the same time I can’t help but feel heart ache at the same time. My poor husband tries to keep the strength but I can see it’s hurting him too.

I hope and pray that this year will be our year. I pray that my womb is blessed by god and that I will have a healthy pregnancy. All I’ve ever wanted was to become a mother and I hope and pray that this will happen for us soon xoxo