So close yet so far

Doctor did transvaginal ultrasound to make sure i didnt have any large cysts on my ovaries. Thankfully i did not. Just the average tiny cysts women tend to have with my condition (pcos). Blood pressure was normal i lost 10 pounds been eating right and being a little more active. She then told me im good to start femara. AFTER my a1c and blood sugar blood test come back. They did and the where literally one point over. According to my office she hasn’t reviewed them yet. But im sure once she does i am going to have to wait another 3 months before i can have any hope of ttc again. This is torture.